I'm Back~!!!

It's been a while (DAMN LONG!!!) Has it really been over a half years since my last post? Wow~! just wow...surprisingly it still there.

At first I kinda giving up doing photography and art stuff since most of the time I'm just doing something else that didn't even develop any new things, none.

Well, to be fair, I have been really busy with various responsibilities.
Final Exam, Final Project, Internship....really got my hands full.

So, I've to set a resolution that is logically, achievable by me instead of putting a half-asses resolution that will always un-checked on the list for the next 10 years.

Although I've lost my source of inspiration, I'll do my best to keep motivate myself since there are no people will bother to motivate you, you're on your own once you turn into adults, and right now i feel as if im a failure as a grown up =.=" (dang!)

I still have lots of brick walls to go through, and most of it are made of flesh.


Now...I'm back on the blogging wagon and ready to go full steam ahead! Toot toot!

p/s: i keep a blog as an art-dump rather than put everything in here, at least I'll have to set a standard for myself when creating something before putting it here.

In Love???

Just sharing...(^_^)V

Have you ever been in love? 

Horrible isn't it?

It makes you so vulnerable...

It opens your chest and it opens up your heart...

and it means that someone can get inside you and mess you up. 

You build up all these defenses, you build up a whole suit of armor, 

so that nothing can hurt you.

Then one stupid person, no different from any other stupid person, 

wanders into your stupid life...
You give them a piece of you. They didn't ask for it. 

They did something dumb one day,

like smile at you...

and then your life isn't your own anymore. 

Love takes hostages...

It gets inside you...

It eats you out and leaves you crying in the darkness,
so simple a phrase like 'maybe we should be just friends' turns into 

a glass splinter working its way into your heart...

It hurts...Not just in the imagination...Not just in the mind...

It's a soul-hurt, a real gets-inside-you-and-rips-you-apart pain...

I hate love.

~ Neil Gaiman

KLMU

A place for me to start all over again...to get a"fresh start"...became a student one more time...

I've been here for almost 9 month (3 sems) and yet feels just got here...

A writer me not...

I'm not a writer. But sometimes do I write, but I don't define myself as a good writer. To interact online we are all writers. We may not be poetic, or to the point. We may have sloppy grammar or spelling. Our turn of phrase may be inelegant. But we are communicating with each other through text, so we are all writers...

But, the reason i started this blog is not to write, just only to share photos, pictures, images...world around me, my life and others...and maybe some thought...

The point is that I need to keep myself busy in a constant learning loop: Reminding myself what I'm good at, and what I'm not, will increase the quality of my work across the board. Thanks to Mr. Mus, I find that the best way to do that is to start a photography blog. It acts as a visual notepad which happens to be visible to others...